I fell in love with words

with words, for 

it sways me to the deepest trench

to the steepest ascent

of the multidimensional beauty of life and love and reality

 

 

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Tears in Heaven

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don’t belong
Here in heaven

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven
I’ll find my way, through night and day
Cause I know I just can’t stay
Here in heaven

Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knee
Time can break your heart
Have you begging please
Begging please

(instrumental)

Beyond the door
There’s peace I’m sure.
And I know there’ll be no more…
Tears in heaven

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don’t belong
Here in heaven

Cause I know I don’t belong
Here in heaven

Sugar dance!!

After taking 2 cups of coffee a day..

Amidst all Odds

The Book of Job is one of the Greatest testimony of how God long for our Obedience and Sincerity…

All the while, before this great revelation came to the midst of God’s people,

The belief of getting a reward for our obedience and punishment for our sins drive our lives.

Amidst all odds Job stands out for God and worship Him..

I will try to leave my life like Job.

99% is not complete

God allows me to learn many things on my own  however  it may be,

though most of the time the hard way.

God will never break a promise.

He doesn’t leave me at all.

All this years I’ve been  trying to escape from him.

But still His shadows  will creep at a random time and will sway  me off my feet.

I have never been away from him

though I always  reject His comfort.

He who watches me will never sleep nor slumber

The first time He gave me Brenda for a slap

Then aTe Shienna for a pinch

And now,  that  I am detached from the church

He gave me Ionee for a warm hug

Asking me to seek  Him.

Asking me to look for that 1% that is lost

Better to leave the 99 that makes you incomplete

To look for that missing part

Who treats me number 1 in His heart.

Ondoy’s Wrath

Typhoon Ondoy's wrath

Ondoy Reminded us that everything is temporary.

It reminded the Filipinos that nothing in this world is indestructable. In a snap everything you own and make you busy most of the time will be snatched by the wind,

Ondoy Reminded us that everything is temporary.

It reminded the Filipinos that nothing in this world is indestructible.

In a snap everything you own and make you busy may be snatched from you.

One thing that We should hold on to, is what God had already promised to us.

Never again He will cover the earth with His great flood

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This is everyones wake up call.

When you first believe

How many times did I pray You’d find me
How many wishes on a star

Gazing off into the dark Dreaming I’d see your face
Safe at home unafraid Captured in your embrace

So many times
When my heart was broken
Visions of you
Would keep me strong
You were with me all along
Guiding my every step
You are all that I am And I’ll never forget

It was you who first believed
In all that I was made to be

It was you looking in my eyes You held my hand
And showed me life

And I’ve never been the same

Since you first believed

There were times When I’d thought I’d lost you
Fearing forever was a dream

But it wasn’t what it seemed Placing your hand in mine

You could see in the dark
You were guiding my heart

It was you who first believed
In all that I was made to be
It was you looking in my eyes
You held my hand And you showed me life
And I’ve never been the same
Since you first believed

How many times did I pray
You’d find me
How many wishes on a star

All For Love

All for love a Father gave
For only love could make a way
All for love the heavens cried
For love was crucified

Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Draw near to me

Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You

Let me sing all for love
I will join the angel song
Ever holy is the Lord
King of Glory
King of all

Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Draw near to me

Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You (x2)

All for a love a Saviour prayed
Abba Father have Your way
Though they know not what they do
Let the Cross draw man to You

Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You

Fireproof life

I am doing this thing because I want to be a testimony of How Good God is to all of us.

I have been so selfish.. Ruined by the temporary happiness that comes into my life, whether temptation and self ruled stuffs  it may be.

I needed someone to push me. I needed a jerk.

But my Master Gave me not a slap. But a warm embrace that makes my eyes wet for a couple of hours tonight.

Fireproof is not just a movie to me, though i was convinced to watch this a while a go, just to take a break from my academic woes..

If there is only one thing that i want everyone to take grasp on tonight and for the rest of their lives.. That is to love God.

Everything else will Follow i can tell you.

Its  pretty amazing that i can now write thoughts about who God is and How He is, because it is not just me.. It is the Holy Spirit who guides every finger on my keyboard tonight to share whatever kindness God can draw to all of us.

One line that captures my heart was

“Im not afraid to die, Because I know where I am going…” Its been a long time since I learned a couple of things about who God is.. and then I stopped. Believing that I indeed graduated this learning and knowing who God is, where in fact i just graduated from Prep,and now this continuing journey of this life seemed not to be founded well.. Because I just finished learning to identify things and colors  as analogous to a preschooler, incomparable to what life demands us to know.

I thought it was sufficient.. I thought it was already fireproof but then, some little things came up and it ruins everything.. Its like a building who continuously being padded with additional floors but then the foundation is’nt really enough to support the whole thing.

same is true with life.. We should continue to know God more and more just as we learn some people here on Earth you are called in to be one. After prep, elementary principle should follow, then high school, college. and it doesnt end up there… there should be a masteral, doctoral post doctoral.. and as we retire from studying more about God. life has its lessons, and testings for us to be just like Him.

God cannot make use of me,If i havent yet founded with truth and faith.

But even if we are just about to enter the elementary learnings?  We are indeed capable because we are fueled by Gods Holy Spirit.

We cannot measure the pain incurred by someone to us, much more of billions of people who still rejects and hate God.

Perfect love was well demonstrated in the cross. What more can we ask for? Blessings, talents Gifts, prosperity, Victory in life?? All of things He has given to us. But God only wants us to Love Him.

Because If we do.

Obedience will came into action..

Sincerity..

Trust

Faith

.

.

.

Teach me to obey you

though i know its hard for me to do it alone..

Help me.

God is Love

I am doing this thing because I want to be a testimony of How Good God is to all of us.

I have been so selfish.. Ruined by the temporary happiness that comes into my life, whether temptation and self ruled stuffs  it may be.

I needed someone to push me. I needed a jerk.

But my Master Gave me not a slap. But a warm embrace that makes my eyes wet for a couple of hours tonight.

Fireproof is not just a movie to me, though i was convinced to watch this a while a go, just to take a break from my academic woes..

If there is only one thing that i want everyone to take grasp on tonight and for the rest of their lives..

That is to Love God.

Everything else will follow, i can tell you.

Its  pretty amazing that i can now write thoughts about who God is and How He is working on our lives, because it is not just me.. It is the Holy Spirit who guides every finger on my keyboard tonight to share whatever kindness God can draw to all of us.

One line that captures my heart was

“Im not afraid to die, Because I know where I am going…”

Its been a long time since I learned a couple of things about who God is.. and then I stopped.

Believing that I indeed graduated this learning and knowing who God is, where in fact i just graduated from Prep,and now this continuing journey of this life seemed not to be founded well..

Because I just finished learning to identify things and colors  as analogous to a preschooler, incomparable to what life demands us to know.

I thought it was sufficient.. I thought it was already fireproof but then, some little things came up and it ruins everything.. Its like a building who continuously being padded up with additional floors but then the foundation is’nt really enough to support the whole thing.

Same is true with life.. We should continue to know God more and more just as we learn some people here on Earth you are called in to be one. After prep, elementary principle should follow, then high school, college. and it doesnt end up there… there should be a masteral, doctoral post doctoral.. and as we ‘retire’ from studying more about God.

Life has its lessons, and testings for us to be just like Him, to be just like Jesus.

God cannot make use of me,If I haven’t yet founded with truth and faith.

But even if we are just about to enter the elementary learnings?  We are indeed capable because we are fueled by Gods Holy Spirit.

We cannot measure the pain incurred by someone to us, much more of the  billions of people who still rejects and hate God.

Perfect love was well demonstrated in the cross. What more can we ask for?

Blessings, talents Gifts, prosperity, Victory in life?? All of things He has given to us. But God only wants us to Love Him.

Because If we do.

Obedience will came into action..

Sincerity..

Trust

Faith

.

.

.

Teach me to obey you

though i know its hard for me to do it alone..

Help me. Can’t do this alone.