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I fell in love with words

with words, for 

it sways me to the deepest trench

to the steepest ascent

of the multidimensional beauty of life and love and reality

 

 

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My Spiritual walk with Him, How was it?

If  someone would ask me right now..

“How was your Spiritual life going?”

I would certainly  feel disgusted with myself.

Its been a while  since I realized that something great is missing in my life and that is God, I put him aside..

Along wih other people who helped me to grow with Him

I put him under the pressure of my academic requirements,

I put him under every thing i can find as an excuse..

Bad doyi, I put him under a certain person, who comes to be unexpectedly ruled my life.

Not only once that i waked up in the morning with a corrupted mind, to many things come in a rush trying to eat up the thoughts that i need to pray before getting up on bed.

Nights are quite, as ever before.. Conversations are left unfinished before i noticed ive been dreaming…

I have been shaken by all the challenges, Ruined by the storms. Embellished by the thought that I still go to church during sundays. I am no longer living as a christian. I am not worthy to be called one.

I am as filthy as before. I cursed,  I’m gossiping around, I’ve been imagining somethings I am not used to before.

I am damaged.

I do not blame anybody for this cause.

I am responsible for any of my act, on hold of every word coming out of my mouth.

I cannot defend my faith, its terrible as it may seem, but i really find myself not worthy to be accepted by God.

And again, for the nth time,

God…

Reformat my heart, Give me again a new heart that is open to hear your word,

ur daughter as  fired up as before..

Give me a new heart that is willing and open to understand the reality of this world.

:((

I love you God!!

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